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Monday, March 24, 2008
COOLBABEY late update due 2.. a nyt in ma sis place wtiOut usb cable! gaaHh.. 2 ERA well 1st Of all..tish gOez Out 2 era..i feel reali bad 4 wad happen.. i juz realise i waz harsh..bud im nt gOnna take bck wadeva i said..! itz juz tt id rather things get smOoth btwn us..hOpe there'll b nOmOre gradges btwn us. PEACE K! n well ya pretty hawt mn! ya 1 hawt mama..haha..n ya son is freaki cutex lahz!! dO tkcr aitex! sOwiex 4 all da things tt happen..i nOe it cnt b rewind..bud hOpe things r Ok btwn u bth..! SUNDAE! went ta sis place @ abt 3.. frm thr headed 2 granny place vistied her..i almost teared went i saw her.. i dunnO y..i suddenly felt week.. mayb cOz i mished her Or 2 many nOnsense stuff waz running thrgOugh ma mind?! im juz scared i might lOose her anitym! i feel tat i ve nt treasure her enuf..!i wnt bare if things were ta happen! cOz right nw shez da Only 1 ive gt..thrOugh her eyes i c ma mOm! GOsh!!!gRrrr... we left few hrz lata.. plan ta gO cck..bud it waz 2 late ta head ta da cemetry as it waz abt 6.. by da tym we reach thr it'll b dark! hahaa.. instead we headed Of ta amk hub.. chilled n walk arnd thr... memOries palyed in ma head went i waz yOunger i did cOnquer da whOle amk.. i waz well kwn thr..! ahem.. bud nw evth has chged..amk has cumed up! nt bad.. On our wae hm.. we passed by tish palce whr i spent tym w tt vari sum 1.. it waz memOries.. i juz imagined tt dae.. haiz..n tears juz rOlled dwn.. i rushed hm ta brg ma hubby dwn.. n den headed bck ta ubi ma sis palce... 4 pasar mlm..n styed da nyt thr! i seriOusly treasured da nyt i had w ma 1st sis n ma nephew! i had fun..n i felt tt we gt clOser.. besidez ma newphew kept aski mi ''nana y nw u neva sty here w mi..y? cn u plish sty 4 mi till tmw2..cn u slp w mi nana?''eavri word he asked mi i waz speechless.. as i cldnt ans hym..bud 2 tear deep in..n juz hug hym n say tt ok2.. haiz...no 1 will understand hw i feel deep in.. dat nyt w ma sis waz diff i juz felt da bOunding..awwww i luved it..! leaveing u w few pix.      mi.ma newphew n a new addition. nO 1 will realise hw i feel.. nO 1 nOez hw i feel.. besidez mi maself n i.. i simply juz cnt make ppl understand.. as itz hard..itz a feeling whch is ta b felt by da persOn itself! things arnd mi has certainly chg 4 da betta n ttz 4 sure.. im happy.. bud thrz stuff whch has chg nt 4 da betta bud ta act as if evthz Ok! i juz wished tt vari special sum 1 in ma lyf waz still arnd! thr wldnt b tish much Of puzzles in ma lyf! i juz cnt wait ta grOw up! as in grOw..n get ma Own cOurier! i wanna leave ma Own withOut any puzzles Occured in ma lyf.! cOunting dwn ma daez! Ramdan IMY!! I MISH U LAHZ B! (jgn ckp i tk bOther sal u ehk haha) Posted @ 7:56 AM Friday, March 21, 2008
He Dedicated lyrics 2 mi.. SweeTstuFf... thr were mOre.. cLdnt cOpy all.. haha... Niohoggr says: I know a place that we can go to A place where no one knows you They won't know who we are I know a place that we can run to And do those things we want to They won't know who we are Let me take you there I wanna take you there I know a place that we forgot A place where we won't get caught in They won't know who we are (they won't know, won't know) I know a place where we can hide out And turn our hearts inside out They won't know who we are Let me take you there I wanna take you there Let me take you there Take you there Take you there Ooohhh Ooohhh Ooohhh Ooohhh I know a place we'll be together And stay this young forever They won't know who we are Let me take you there I wanna take you there Let me take you there Take you there Take you there Ooohhh We can get away to a better place if you let me take you there We can go there now cause every second counts Girl just let me take you there Take you there ILY!! DEAR!! haf i fOund ma SUPERMAN??? hMMmm...i wOnder... Posted @ 9:56 AM Thursday, March 20, 2008
BUZZ OFF! well haf been hapi tish few daez.. since ive gradguated..n hafi ma hOlz.. fwee till april..wOohOo.. bud! sum stuff haf been bOthering mi lately! u fOund ma email add ma msn & ma fwensta next it'll b ma blOg! GRrr..ALEP!ALEP!ALEP!... asl tk hbz2 sal dia nie! evthz Over btwn us! tapi asl bini dia masih nk kene carik2 ku n tok bt mi! mayb ive gt da wrnd infOr.. bud it haz been happening straight in a rOw.. 1st pt msn..w da help Of luthfi! den pt fwensta viewing mi.. n shOutOut dia..wtf! mayb im assumeing itz mi even itz nt mi bud tt vari qns ya asked mi agian..aft all tish while whch i ve nt been tOking 2 hym.. ''KO UAL2 DGN DIA PE HARI2?''mahzz stp it lahz.. u said things werent stable btwn u n hym even nw.. things haf chg...by telling mi pun wadz da pOint..im juz pissed of w u as dat vari 1st tym kO step ual2 dgn ku baik2..ku pun baik dgn kO.. went i met hym haxx..u shOwed ya true cOlOur..!wdh? i knew he waz infOrming ya evth wen i waz tOking 2 hym.. bud seriOusly tt vari 1 pharse juz strike mi! im juz gOnna tell ya tish...kO phkr alep 2 brg pe nk agi blh agi gitu? 4 ya infOr wen i cum ta find out i waz shocked bud din mean ta make ya bth life miserable.. i seriOusly din nOe a thing..yup itz hez fault..! bud u shldnt blame hym either..he muz haf hez Own reasOn 4 dOing tish taya..well i am ma @ hym as im da victim all tish while! nw itz u whuz bOthering mi! wdh! i beleive ya in sg nw...well suke hati kO lau kO nk carik ku..im nt tt pretty either..im fatt..sO wad u tink.. im certainly hurt by wad alep told u bOut mi.. i juz din tink he'll say tt.heari it juz shockz mi... juz imagine..i nOe ya a mum..n i nOe hw it feels..bud u gOtta nOe ya wae.. if u reali wanted it..sO dun blame da rest if dey gOtta nOe ya husband! im telling u 1 last tym! KU DGN DIA DH TKDE PAPE..!JGN NK BoTHER KU LAGI! DUN EVEN BOTHER FINDING 4 MI OR QNSTIONING MI! COZ U'LL REGRET! N I DUN WISH TA FIGHT! I HAD EUNF! U CN KEEP HYM! 2DAE went skOol w kia ta pay ma skOOl fees.. den headed ta training.. went traing den went hm..tot gOi church in da end din gO. On Our wae hm..we went ta get bubble tea. n were @ da traffic light waiting ta crOss da rOad.. juz right aft we crOssed we hear a bOmB! we i turned i saw tish mat flew Off hez mOtOr i strted 2 shiver.as i n kia went 2 tt mat n asked hym if he was aitex..while hejuz shOOk hez head! actiOn pe! dh kene langa uat hal langa lahz! den da guy whu hit hym came Out..he was lyk ''y am i sO careless'' i tOld hym uncle u shld c b4 u turn wad! he say ''i lost ma wae..i waz luki 4 directions'' wad an excuse 2 give sia! den went i luked up 2 many ppl were thr.. gaahhh went da thing happen thr were lyk Oni 2 Of us... da next min..a whole bunch Of dam! haXxx..den i kia juz went Off while da mat kept luking @ us.. muke fanatic kepe! haiz..member mau geram je nmpk bus sumua naik atas mOtOr dia..if i i OsO heart pain sia... 2 ALL DUDES OUT THR..NIE LAHZ KORG NYE FAV KN..NK END HIDOP KORG CPT ATAU GT INJURED EVARI NW N DEN! aft tish incident im seriOusly sacred 4 ma fewns whu ride! plish lahz tkcr..nO matter hw safe u ride Or drive accidents dO Occur! (pix of motOr crush belOw)   (hvnt fully crush by bus still condam rxz)       I LUV HER TRUCKLOADS!!! im juz hateing it more n mOre.. if Oni i knew u were a dad i wldnt haf gOtten ta noe ya! hidOp ssh pe cm gini! ive learnt ma lessOn.. uve hurt mi enuf! right nw im happy w ma dan.. he has made mi realise stuff.. i mish hym lOtz! i mish bachin 2! ps:tmw gd friday! Posted @ 9:56 AM Thursday, March 13, 2008
A DAE 2 RMBR! had Poa paper 2dae.. last paper mn.. wOOhOo... i cldnt dO lahz... susah pe... i tink i failed lahz... haiz.... aft paper.. went c1 ate laksa w da rest.. den mi n fidah wen nOOdz mam waffle.. aft tt accOmpanied nisa gO twn dO her xtra gigi... kecOh pe ujan...aft her xtray wen mac chill lala.. GUESS WAD...I FOUND MA SUPERMAN!! WooO...tt dude w da superman hOOdia.. mahhh cutex pe....2 waz stdyi lahz.. one luk n i waz lyk whOa i fOund ma superman.. haxx tapitkkn dpt lahz...den u nOe wad we went tcc ate.. camee blanje...weee...den2 nisa realise she 4gt her xtra kit... den she n zackia went bck.. GUESS WAD..!!! ma MR.SUPERMAN simpan kn lahz sehxx!!!!!!!! BAIK KN.... gOsh... nisaa suke pe...haxx nvm...bagi muke... he belongs 2 nisaa...i shall find ma vari Own soon... HAHAHAXXXX..... while eati den fareed came... uat mcm2 gmbr..haxx.. den i headed hm... hm sweet hm.... Omw bck ku nmpk2 matt nie... tk hawt step hawt... ehk JLN DAAAA...! tt MR.SUPERMAN MORE HAWSTUFF LAHZ... well time 4 mi 2 werk... gOi bck 2 ma Old jOb weee.... A SPECIAL DEDICATION: ZAKIA SHA2 NISA FIZA KAMEE ARI ''TANKEE 4 being thr 4 mi..in nO matter of needs or sadness..w u guyz arnd ya'll juz rawk ma wOrld..uve alwaez welcum mi..even thOugh i wsnt clOze w ya'll...im seriously am lucky 2 have meet such a great ppl in ma ite lyf! i'll neva 4gt wad happened 2dae..i haf fun w ya'll..n 2 NISAA! i'll mish ya lahz meOw2..jgn lahz cry2 k!NANA SYGKN KORG LAHZ!!!!KEEP IN TOUCH PLISH.. MAI KIKI ''even thOugh im seldom we've ya'll im certainly sure all these while thingz haf sum hw made mi clOser ta ya'll... mai-tankz 4 givei mi da cOmpany all tish while...stay pweety..!'' kiki-''ki well u shld nOe ive grew sum hw clOser bit by bit thrOugh Our wireless cOnnectiOn..bud neva did tag uphaxx..i certainly njOyed ma 1st n last date w yaa..kecOh! i had fun..i saw a diff side off u..whch i waz lyk Oookkk..n tankee 4 helping mi in evth..u shld nOe wad i mean..a liseteni ear mayb? yeah..haxx..im gOnna mish kacau2 u giler! nmpk pt luar jgn sOmbOng! haXx...tkcr.. n gd luck in lyf CutEstUffEE!'' 2 MA DEAREST GALFeEE FIDAH! I'LL MISH U LAHZ! cheyk bth Of us will b in diff cOlOured uni ar! waa...hahaxx..gd luck ma dear..im gOnna mish evth we did n share..hopefully it;ll still last even aft 2dae! tankz 4 being thr 4 mi wen i needed u n gave mi da cOnfidence n mOtivated mi!if nt 4 u..lyk i said i wlndt b gOi 2 skOOl..ur 1 Of da reasOn dat i smile..! i juz lurP u...! b strng in wadeva ya do..n dun let ppl 2 judge u n juz agree w dam! u noe wad i mean..u gt ya Own waez..! n ppl judgei is juz gOnna scare u n make u more self cOncious..lOlX..1ve gt 1 wOrd..juz tell dam GET A LYF! nw wen thrz fareed nO wOries...ya in safe hands!wEee..KEEP IN TOUCH GALFEE...!!!!      CAMWHoREI MA FAttss    CTCH DA DIFF TANKEE KAMEE       THIS WAD HAPPENS AFT MEAL!  ooHHh GoSshHH LUK @ DAT BuRGeR faCE! bile mau turun nie???? next step BEAUTY THEARAPY! im certainly hapi! nth runs in ma mind... nt even hym! ma fwens arnd mi juz keeps hym Out Of ma head! UR SUCH A JERK!!!! PS:tmw gO dwn twn meet mr.mngr!wEe.. bck 2 www! Posted @ 7:39 AM Thursday, March 6, 2008
  CHILLIM SOWIEX WAN! bud i dun xpect things 2 gt bck again..even aft ive fOund Outda truth! mmg lahz ku bOdOh! ampai org bOdOh2 kn! Tankz 2 all da ppl 4 bei thr 4 mi.. n makei mi smile.. esp 2 jOe.. even thOugh u werent thr 4 mi On da dae itself.. till da next dae.. even thOugh u still dun gt da stry.. im sOwiex i lied.. i had 2! cOz i dOwan prOb sehxx.. itz juz fated.. bia kn je..!takeing things slow.. step by step.. juz still in da shock.. still cnt accept da fact.. evth jus keeps replayin in ma head! DAMN! haxx.. i dun care nimOre.. thrz still lOts Of Others Out thr n im still yOung.. ma exams r near..fnsh few. bud stress!scared cnt gt cert.. haiz... cnt wait 2 strt ma new cOurse as well. bud am sure gOnna mish ma galfEe FIDAH i'll mish u lahz sehxx.. haiz... well planning 2 gt bck w ma Old jOb sOOn.. wild2 wet.. bOri ar...n im lyk getti mOre malas.. bud da thing is if i gO bck den i'll b dark mn... beh ma new cOurse uni white sehxx! n den wait ma tOne Of cOlour nt nicee hahahaXx bud i mish dat jOb.. i juz luved it! well things haf certainly chg 4 da betta i guess movei on withOut emOing Over spilled milk. sadness is within bud da ppl arnd mi makes mi happy dey juz cheer mi up! ps:satdae esp! weeeEe... Posted @ 5:39 AM Tuesday, March 4, 2008
F***UP DAE! well ive gt nth 2 say.. im speechless.. things dO juz happen Out Of a sudden.. ihateit.. nw im simply statri 2 hate maself.. y muz all tish happen 2 mi.. hw On earth cld i trust tt sum 1 sO easily! fuck! IT SIMPLY HURTZ! dissapOintment it turn Out 2 b.. YYYYYYYY...???? UUuuuuRrrGGhhh...... i;ll neva 4gt da persOn whu lied 2 mi whum much hurt mi deep.. i mished u 2 much.. waz hapi i cld meet u bud da truth juz turned Out.. right b4 ya ns..wOw! u shOwed mi careness jealOusee luv kindness mOstly evth.. u told mi things evth waz FAKE?! suke main kn hati ku? bOdOh2 kn ku? uat ku jatuh cinta dgn kO? suke sngt nk bustared ku? ape slh ku uat pt kO? asl ku yg kene jadi victim kO? asl kO tk bilang ku siang2? ASLASLASLASLASLASL! i jusz regret fighti w ppl juz 4 u! ape wan ckp sal ko btl ar! haiz sal ku tk g percaya dia.. fated.. haiz..4gt it.. niwaez itz Over.. THE END! met adi @ vOid deck park hez mOtOr den left 2 twn... met sum 1 wasted sum tym.. met kia n amin den went bk... chill eat..i din eat tt much.. nO mOOd.. den went hm w adi.. adi tOOk hez bike hm... leavei u w few pixes.. nt much pix.. nO mOOd GgaaHH...     tanks 4 bei thr 4 mi! n try 2 make mi smile.. luv ya'll TRUSTED PPL Posted @ 7:22 AM |
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