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Sunday, April 26, 2009
COUNTING DWN IN WEEKS! mishes skOOl lyf mn!  2 mOre weeks left! yey! tmw will b da 7th week! gOsh! i cnt wait. i juz had enuf Of it mn! luks lyk im ending it On ma Own sOOn 4 tish whOle week ive nt been reali gOi 2 werk. *wednesdae i had diarohea mc *Fridae Off dae strted hafing cOugh *Satdae wen werk while hafing fever,cOugh,running nOse & vOmated TODAY din gO werk mc ive been spending haf Of ma salary juz On medical fee! itz seriOusly feels da pinch mn! if nt 4 attachment i wldnt even bOther seeing a dOctOr mn. i cn gO On withOut medicine cOz all i need ish rest. bud i still gOtta c a dOc 2 haf tt. sO itz all dOze Off 2 mc! wasteing my $$$ On tt. grrrr! ive nt even gOtten anth 4 ma Ownself. *sad* guess i'll juz haf 2 bare w tish few mOre weeks till i'll a rest for a lOng 1. im bleeding tears within ive been bz werking. ive been sick yes. things haf chg i persume. as im feeling it. things are certainly diff. im jealOus. i suspect 4 nO reasOn. im scared. i wOnder. i gO head wire. im insecured. wen ask. ends in quarell. wen i list Out. itz endz in misunderstanding. nO reavealing wadz within mi. dO eu reali mean evari single word tt cums Out frm ya mOuth? r eu fakeing it? Or am i juz assuming evth? no 1 will nOe hw itz feels includeing eu 2. dun blame mi if things turns Out wrngly. i haf ma Own reasOn 2 i dun dO it withOut any. itz hard. PS;REWIND Posted @ 7:40 AM Thursday, April 16, 2009
14/4/90  HAPPY BELATED BDAE HUNZ! hakz.. din even noe it was ya bdae sehx.. sowiex! i was really outdated n we r nt seeing eachother evari dae lioa. bOohOo.. hakz.. well..may tish very bdae brings eu joy n lOve. turining 19 is certainly a middle step 2 a lady. hope eu get wad eu eva aim 4 in future. best wishes 2 eu. & last long w mr izzul. ya mished bby! yey.. here am i On ma Off dae.. wEee.. sO da vari shiOk mn. seriOusly.. itz nice weneva eu werk 4 da whole week. n den wen eu reach 2 tt dae 1 dae off. wOoo.. itz sucha relive. da feelings nice. bud i feel tt ma whole body's aching... grrrrr... tired!!! hakz.. & all thOse farking bitches whu assumes im a PLAYGAL wOoo has gt mi all gOi On! hakz. GO GET A LYF BITCH! WORLDS CUMING 2 AN END??? thrz been lyk so many things happening lately. i use 2 not even bother 2 read news paper webbie Or wtch news. bud since da dae things has been happening here in sg. it has gt mi all suspecious each n evary dae. wanting 2 noe wads happening. - july 22nd a date whc gt mi 4 a moment. im kindda abit scared thOugh. reading frm da webbie it so seems tt da experts are saying there'll b tsunami. affecting singapore part of asia n up 2 australia.. nt sure. read a few parts. damn! itz scary @ da same tym wOndering if itz realli gOnna happen! singapore has been looseing ppl 4 da past few daez. food poisoning till deathes accidents of the most pop transport whc ppl travel on every dae since wen has all tish occured so frequent? freak. ITZ SCARY. ISIT REALLY GONNA B END OF DA WORLD? PS;IMY SOO MUCH BBY Posted @ 10:38 PM Monday, April 13, 2009
12/4/89   HAPPY BELATED BDAE MINTY! hakz.. sOwiex 4 da late wishes yea.. as eu were Out Of twn.. gd luck in lyf dude.. uve been a closes 1.. nO matter Of wad eu did treasure da fwenship given btwn all of us.. even thOugh thr were a ppl whum we knew longer.. knowi eu 4 tish lOng & hafing eu as a fewn in ma lyf im gifted. eu neva did judge ani as a fwen. may tish dae tt eu grew Older.. eu'll neva 4gt gd things n wads 2 be dOne cOrrectly in lyf. dude.. ya a great persOn! a gd dude..whch a gal shld treasure.. all da best in lyf brO! hakz..ABG! DH OLDeeee... abg??? gaaahhhhhhhh meet up sOOn bacen. =) HAPPY 4MTNHSARY 2 LOVE LOVE!  bby.. eu haf shOwered mi w sOO much Of lOve right frm da begining.. eu haf reali been sOo patient w mi n tish jOurney. been tish far ish nt wad i expected. bud..certainly am hapi. lotsa things has happen.. it has Owaez been mi.. & eu accepting all da blames. ya juz 2 much 4 mi lyk ive said b4. yet hafing a dude lyk ya.. is ma luckest deed. hopefully we'll last. tankee 4 all da sacrifices! lurp2 ya!  SEOUL GARDEN.. finally we had wad we;ve been carving 4 the past few mnths.  i ate more den bby!  it was a small thingee frm mi 2 eu. even thOugh it was a vari las min n simple.. bud evari thingee in thr were frm ma heart. lolx! PS;yey..getting pay sOOn.. wEee..lets gO shOpping ppl! Posted @ 10:11 AM Monday, April 6, 2009
 sOmetyms.. itz hard 2 juz spill out evth.. all eu cld dO is juz 2 wrap evth up in perfume n keep it fresh. a hidden truth whch juz cums 2 an end.. a ending w nO cOmplete chapter. frm tt very dae i knew eu.. i tOt eu were da 1.. n truely it was eu.. eu whu made mi 4gt ma past... a past whc reali affected mi alot.. bud w ya vOice.. advise & jOkes.. thOse laughter whc eu made mi 2.. juz made mi drOve Out Of thOse past... eu were sum 1 whum Owaez made ma dae withOut fail upOn hearing ya vOice. even thOugh ive nt seen eu 4 real.. i fell in lOve w evth i imagined eu 2 b. thr wrnt any chances 4 us 2 meet.. bud >br> a sec chpt 4 mi 2 begin. sum 1 whu had OsO entered withOut mi nOeing.. things were juz as fast as chpt 1. feelings were thr.. CONFUSED was all i cld reply 2 ma Own feeling & 2 the Other. i knew frm tish vari str tt i had 2 make things clear 4 maself. bud i cldnt. bud 2 juz let Out evth within mi 2 sec chpt. i was really juz takeing it as gOing w da flOw. & nt nOing if i'll hurt ani1 Or get hurt in the end. ive drOve apart frm ma luv whc made mi 4gt ma past . w his best wishes 4 ma present 1. i certainly was sure tt vari dae wld cum true enuf. here iam. *even though i knew eu were in bad campanion.. i din even bother..as 2 mi eu were a nice dude.. sum 1 whu were thr 4 mi. nt 4getting da dae wen eu knew eu were nt gd 4 mi.. eu said:''nana ur 2 gd 4 mi i juz dun wanna hurt a gal lyk eu. i wanna treasure eu''. i din bother all i cld eva think of was hw cn i be da opposite wae of wad eu told mi. 4 tish vari 1st tym ive knwn sum 1 4 tish long.. &nt even knOwing hw his true identity luked lyk.. Or even inhalling hys scent.. i tolerated..upon juz hearing those horns Of truck juz made mi 2 search 4 eu. while euve met mi.. n ive nt while eu were juz soo close 2 mi. till nOw i dun n neva will haf da chance 2 even see whu is mr.__________ i noe i moved on.. i needed 2 made a choice wen thr were 2 to choose frm. i chose sum whum i ve met n hang out w instead of sum 1 whum made mi loose ma past bud without knOeing his identity. i tried keeping in tOuch w eu even though i nOe i had sum 1 in ma lyf readi. cOz i cldnt resist. 2 cOmpare the bth Of eu.. un cOmparable. itz harde on hw i wanna explain 2 da bth Of eu. thr r things i juz cldnt tell eu.. neither cld i haf tOld ma Own bOifee in ma lyf nw. itz juz all hidden feelings within. whch is hard 2 be spoken out. nw tt uve moved on 2.. im hapi 4 eu 2.. im happy lyk hw happy eu haf been 4 mi n farhan. tankz. & im juz so sowiex.. since daec 1 eu n mi haf set da rules.. sO yea.. tish will be a bye2 4 da bth Of us.. will still be frens by da flow. ur are a special fren indeed whc i'll neva 4gt. a ending story w no ans revealed. F R I D A E N YTZ OUT went twn met galfees w baby. 2 ma dissapointment nt evari turned up. waste tym.. hakz.. bud oklahz.. gotta c faces.  G E E T H A  L O V E  L O V E  L O V E  MR GARFEILD =) PS;BBY no matter wad has happened 2dae.. im sOwiex.. lyk eu said ive been self fish.. i chase 4 ma happiuness oni. bud no matter wad.. i tink eu shld noe.. ily. tankz 4 being so understanding! Posted @ 7:07 AM |
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