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Monday, April 6, 2009
 sOmetyms.. itz hard 2 juz spill out evth.. all eu cld dO is juz 2 wrap evth up in perfume n keep it fresh. a hidden truth whch juz cums 2 an end.. a ending w nO cOmplete chapter. frm tt very dae i knew eu.. i tOt eu were da 1.. n truely it was eu.. eu whu made mi 4gt ma past... a past whc reali affected mi alot.. bud w ya vOice.. advise & jOkes.. thOse laughter whc eu made mi 2.. juz made mi drOve Out Of thOse past... eu were sum 1 whum Owaez made ma dae withOut fail upOn hearing ya vOice. even thOugh ive nt seen eu 4 real.. i fell in lOve w evth i imagined eu 2 b. thr wrnt any chances 4 us 2 meet.. bud >br> a sec chpt 4 mi 2 begin. sum 1 whu had OsO entered withOut mi nOeing.. things were juz as fast as chpt 1. feelings were thr.. CONFUSED was all i cld reply 2 ma Own feeling & 2 the Other. i knew frm tish vari str tt i had 2 make things clear 4 maself. bud i cldnt. bud 2 juz let Out evth within mi 2 sec chpt. i was really juz takeing it as gOing w da flOw. & nt nOing if i'll hurt ani1 Or get hurt in the end. ive drOve apart frm ma luv whc made mi 4gt ma past . w his best wishes 4 ma present 1. i certainly was sure tt vari dae wld cum true enuf. here iam. *even though i knew eu were in bad campanion.. i din even bother..as 2 mi eu were a nice dude.. sum 1 whu were thr 4 mi. nt 4getting da dae wen eu knew eu were nt gd 4 mi.. eu said:''nana ur 2 gd 4 mi i juz dun wanna hurt a gal lyk eu. i wanna treasure eu''. i din bother all i cld eva think of was hw cn i be da opposite wae of wad eu told mi. 4 tish vari 1st tym ive knwn sum 1 4 tish long.. &nt even knOwing hw his true identity luked lyk.. Or even inhalling hys scent.. i tolerated..upon juz hearing those horns Of truck juz made mi 2 search 4 eu. while euve met mi.. n ive nt while eu were juz soo close 2 mi. till nOw i dun n neva will haf da chance 2 even see whu is mr.__________ i noe i moved on.. i needed 2 made a choice wen thr were 2 to choose frm. i chose sum whum i ve met n hang out w instead of sum 1 whum made mi loose ma past bud without knOeing his identity. i tried keeping in tOuch w eu even though i nOe i had sum 1 in ma lyf readi. cOz i cldnt resist. 2 cOmpare the bth Of eu.. un cOmparable. itz harde on hw i wanna explain 2 da bth Of eu. thr r things i juz cldnt tell eu.. neither cld i haf tOld ma Own bOifee in ma lyf nw. itz juz all hidden feelings within. whch is hard 2 be spoken out. nw tt uve moved on 2.. im hapi 4 eu 2.. im happy lyk hw happy eu haf been 4 mi n farhan. tankz. & im juz so sowiex.. since daec 1 eu n mi haf set da rules.. sO yea.. tish will be a bye2 4 da bth Of us.. will still be frens by da flow. ur are a special fren indeed whc i'll neva 4gt. a ending story w no ans revealed. F R I D A E N YTZ OUT went twn met galfees w baby. 2 ma dissapointment nt evari turned up. waste tym.. hakz.. bud oklahz.. gotta c faces.  G E E T H A  L O V E  L O V E  L O V E  MR GARFEILD =) PS;BBY no matter wad has happened 2dae.. im sOwiex.. lyk eu said ive been self fish.. i chase 4 ma happiuness oni. bud no matter wad.. i tink eu shld noe.. ily. tankz 4 being so understanding! Posted @ 7:07 AM |
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