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Tuesday, June 23, 2009

A day whc suppOse 2 be a dae by da pOOl!

whch Oni turned Out 2 be a dae by da lake..

hakz..

galfee kOled mi up in da mOrn 2 cOllect bck her bag.

while i was aslp..retuned 2 her kOl wen i wakee..

had a few mins chat till she said she was heading dwn 2 jrng 4 a swim w

zul & asked wad was i dOi..as i had planned 2 meet farhan 4 a jOb lOOk Out..wen i maself feel lyk gOi Out in search 4 it..tOld galfee nt sure wad was our plan..gf asked mi n farhan 2 jOin her & zul.rang mr bf up & had a lOng argument juz 4 hym 2 tag along 2 pOOl was sucha hussel..

i juz cldnt understand his prOb was...im lyk gOi adw frm here 2 near his palce 4 a swim yet itz sO hard 4 hym 2 wanna cum..grrr..

in the end he agreed.

met gf & went 2 meet zul..

Off we went 2 haig rOad 2 gt gf's & mr zul's baju 4 raya dOne..

tt tOok lyk dunnO hw many hrz..

while bf gt me all worked up Otp!

reached chinese garden arnd 4+..

waited 4 bf..& headed of 2 jrng swimming cOmplex..

hakz!

Otw thr bf & i were in arguments bt evth.

he tOtally spOlied ma mOOd..

whr else bth cnt seem 2 argue withOut ending w a smile.

grr i juz hate tt part..

he Owaez makes mi laugh nO matter hw much anger im in..

bud deep dwn he doesnt nOe hw much heat i haf in mi..

it sO freaking hard 2 make hym understand..(bck 2 swimming)

wen we reach thr..

kia:TUTOP???!!!(lukz @ mi)

bf:arhkar ler..tutOp..

mi: bia btl?

kia:dorg cuci2..

mi:luk @ bf

bf:seriOus i lupe.aru ingat

kia:tkkn kO tk taw..

bf:serious lupe..

kecOh perz!

kite sumua mangOk sia pt situ..

tym check was arnd 5.45

till we crack our head 4 nearest swimming cOmplex..

since we r readi here any near by pOOl.

figured Out mOndaes pOOls r clOse 4 da west side i guess.

sO decided nO chOice in the end ended up in lakeside 2 chill2 till sunset.

Otw hOmee fOught w bf again..

Over & Over again..

never ending..

haha..

me kia were lyk so sad sehxx..

bOohOo..in the end nO swimming..

hahahahakz! kecOhz keperz!

gf w bf

hym w his head pain

ma muke bacen withOut make up!

=( nO swimming

angry face

Our fake smile haha

Im a gal whc sO much within herself.

@ tyms i juz wOnder Y ON EARTH DID I BORN!

things haf been happening sO much in ma lyf lately..

itz been reali2 hard 4 mi..

tinking bt evth reali hurtz mi so badly..

y..y muz i even cum intO tish wOrld..

wen gOd has readi nOe things wld turn Out tish wae..

y muz he even create tish path Of lyf 4 mi..

ive gOne thrOugh lOts..

been strOng since i was yOung..

whatever has happened & wadeva ive lOst in lyf..

nO 1 will nOe..

as ive been reali strOng On the Outside..

ani 1 whu nOes mi..

mite think their lyfs are da 1 in sucha mess..

lOtsa headache..

all i cld dO was 2 b a lisenting ear 4 dam..

bud wen they dun even nOe wads happening within ma Own wOrld..

breaking dwn in the middle Of the nytz..middle Of da dae..

wen i wakee has been a usual rOutine 4 mi..as i cn hardly bare evth...

as i nOe dat vari dae is cuming right 4 mi..i'll end up...................

i nOe..i reali nOe whr i stand nw...id rather end up dead sOOner den 2 be liveing wen i nOe it'll be the end 4 mi..

tinking n tinking makes ma head heavier each dae..

nt nOeing hw am i 2 lead ma Own lyf....

wen i dun even haf a guardian 2 lead..

all i need is a career nw..

& next step will haf 2 b sum 1 w a strong appeal..

a guy whc cn reali take care Of mi

i dunnO if dat guy in ma lyf nw wld..

whc is reali impOssible..

i nOe whr things will end up..

let juz things turn Out itself..

faith i'll say..

trust nO 1 dey say..

includeing ya Own blOOd..

ive learnt frm da hardest..

IMSUFFERING...

IM NT STRONG ANIMORE..

ITZ GETTING WEAKER..

im aiming 4 da fnsh path in my lyf..

I WANNA BE UNBORN!

PS;gOi bck 2 werk tish sat..

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