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Wednesday, August 26, 2009
 lyk finally i tOOk Off ma extensiOns. ripping Of each evari dae.. i kindda realised it sucked. i lOOked lyk an idiOt w it. i needed thOse cOlOurs desperately tt tym. huhuhu..nOw im bck 2 w plain blck hair. gfs said i lOOk gOthic Or thOse kuai2 gal. LOLX! bud well ma hair lOOks healthy thOugh i sOO wanna dye sOOn bud afraid it'll b bck 2 square 1. we'll c hw. As daez gOes by.. each & evari dae tt passes by... as time speeds up... it still feels as if nth is happening.. evari thing seems slOw wen its fast.. includeing memOries seems sO slOw 2 juz fade awae.. bud Oni 2 cOmbine up w anger +sadness... it feels evth has chg.. wen thrs little bits whc hsnt chg deep dwn. hOpeing it'll be taken awae by sum 1. A DAE OF MEETING  yey! lyk finally im gOnna strt werk.. mOve ma ass & bOObies arnd.. went 4 a meeting @ city hall earlier w sis n gfs. will b strti a part tym werk next mnth.. as a Event Organiser.. recOmanded by ma sis.. i brOught alOng few Of ma gfs 2 werk.. next mthns events will be w russians. as we were tOld tt dey OsO hOld events 4 ZOukOut. i was like baik pe..hahahakz.. nt bad lahz..mite even haf da chance tish yr 2 in charge Of zOukOut. im actuali luking 4ward 2 werk w dam & gfs. lalalalala.. betta den dOi nth kn... gt werk..gt $$$ cuming in.. ok wad.. bud yet i still need a full tym jOb. PS;i admite,i dO mish sum 1 Posted @ 7:57 AM Monday, August 24, 2009
 +BRUTALLY ROMANTIC+ TYM CHECKED:4:18am MOOD:*tinking*yawns* early mOrning received text frm gf geetha it wOke mi up.. i din nOe wad 2 dO Or reply her.. BE STRONG DARLZ. aitex im gOnna brag bt thOse bOring daez i haf.. nO jOb.. nO $$$.. nO nth.. hahakz..lyk nO lyf lOhz.. itz freaking irritateing! I NEED A GOD DAMN JOB! @ tymz <> juz appears intO ma mind.. lyk a wind.. weneva a music is played.. Ma Mind Tends 2 wOnder awae bck.. ThOse tyms.. & It weakens mi... Im lOst.. Bud yet it still i dunnO..when Or hw.. it'll dissapear @ Once.. neither dO i want tish feeling i certainly wldnt wanna luk bck... bud im mixed w anOther feeling. Posted @ 1:08 PM Sunday, August 23, 2009
 Ma dearest geetha.. i din nOe hw seriOus it cld haf cum 2.. wen i heard frm yini.i simply tOt it was a nOrmal.. nth seriOus..till i was thr..i felt it... cOz ive been thrOugh tish darlz.. i nOe hw much it hurts deep dwn.. hw much ya gOi thrOugh @ tish part Of tym.. wen i saw ya mum..it reminded mi Of sum 1..it was exact.. bud a diff sickness..evth dOes happens fast! right nw all eu cld dO is juz 2 be by her side..& tell her nt 2 wOrry.. she's suffering thr..figthing 4 all her pain..let her nOe..its wOkay 2 let gO..instead Of eu seeing her suffer..paryers dO helps as well...bbygurl! eu gOtta b strOng 4 sure! thrz lOtz mOre 4 eu 2 Overcum in tish wOrld..MUM is da greatest treasure..treasure her while eu cn..be by her side..cOz sum dae eu'll juz gOnna mish n feel helpless..all she needs nw is prayer.. BE STRONG! we lOve eu! well its been 2 lazy 4 mi 2 update ma blOg liOa.. sO far nth much happened.. nth new.. as usual im still here makeing ma ass big.. havnt gOtten a jOb yet.. mcm buah tk jatuh... grr! its reali freaking hard.. Posted @ 11:55 AM Tuesday, August 11, 2009
 HAPPY BDAE NICO! hOpe eu had a blast ytsd.. may ya hOpes n wishes cumz thrOugh bby. b strOng.  ystd was a dae Out w gfs.. as we had plan 4 nicOs surprise bash. mOst Of us turend up accept 4 a few Of dam. its lyk aft sO lOng we r hanging Out @ last.. met da rest @ vivO arnd 7+ as i was abit late. waited 4 dat sum 1 2 send mi thr..bud in the end he fell aslp. had 2 get ma Own ass thr. da bdae gal arrived quite late thOugh bud the plan did wOrked Out. it brOught her 2 tear..hahakz.. cutex2! aft cake cutting few Of us left as it was reali getting late. while i met ma bacen gf kia @ cityhall & gt hOmee 2gather. Posted @ 8:59 AM Sunday, August 9, 2009
 4 da past 2daez in a rOw..ive nt been getting enuf slp..all due 2 ma sis bbq..& her cOcked up pit..whch she bOOked On da wrng date.. when she Oni fOund Out 2 daez b4 ystd..sO da carelss..she went 2 bOOk 4 sept instead Of 8 aug..kecOh..wanted 2 cancel it bud wad 2 dO her bOdOh hubby wanted it sO badly.. as his family haf beva had tish kindda thing b4..all sO kiasu. ma pOOr sis had 2 gO in search Of a indOOr pit juz 4 hym n his fam. i helped sis Out 4 da bbq as well as she wanted mi 2.i nOt 4 her i wldnt even bOther. i wnt nt haf gOne as well! syg kakak ku nye psl uh... sis wanted mi 2 wakee early juz 2 gO 2 ecp 2 find a hut as it'll b fully packed. i fOund it reali riduculOus y mi? y nt her hubby..Or his fam members.. was abit pissed Of lahz..bud yet i still went & fOund a place 4 her. while dey Oni appeared @ 4+..hw lOng is tt..  went 2 fetch ma mr mattrape & Off 2 ecp. if nt 4 hym i guess i wld haf been dead due Of bOredOm.   reached thr he gt hymself chged n strted his kite flying. nt bad uh he fly..he taught mi hw 2 fly a kite =) sweet kn. i kindda sucked @ it.  while mr mattrape was bz flying tt spider kite Of his i went 2 shiOk2 sindri w da wind.  thrOugh da wind i came acrOss tish sand castle. whr i bumped intO a cyber fewn Of mine.tish dude made mi pissed Off 4 1 mOment.eu nOe i nOe lahz kn. mmm..mr messy hair dimpled dude..hahakz..name sape ehk?  finally ma sec sis n brO in law arrived.ma lOves! as i cnt get alOng w 1st sis hubby n fam.2 da tipical! nt ma kindda. im sOwiex.i n brO lOve strted da fire.bud we were pissed Of in the end due 2 sum ppl whch i dun wanna mentiOn abt.seriOusly spOiled. tish was lyk da vari 1st tym in ma lyf i sOO wanna get ma ass hOme asap! i was pissed Of +tired+smelly..tish is wad i get 4 being nice! im sO hateing tt panda!sucha Arse!step clever.. i Oni tOOk few pix.as thr wrnt anth intresting Or fun. i simply juz had a bOring day.a reali bOring dae w bOring ppl. besidez ma Own fam. 2DAE One PPL..One NATION..One SINGAPORE! HAPPY BDAE 2 ALL SINGAPOREANS! did nth much 2dae..as im lyk really shack! juz hOOked up 2 tEebEe.. & had sum mOments Of ma Own.. eu nOe @ tym eu juz tend 2 dun even bOther bt tt.. & den suddenly it appears OntO ya mind.. & den eu juz strt 2 tink bt it.. Or juz tear wen eu yaself nOe tt itz Out Of ya mind. bud yet thrz smth..smth whc ya heart cnt hide it Or act it Out. eu juz feel lyk hafing sum1 by ya side? hugging OntO eu tightly? giveing eu tt 100 percent attentiOn & cOmfOrt? i realised..4 mi..MUSIC SPEAKS my heart out. ttz wen i nOe ma true feelings. PS;i need ma happy pills plish,i wOnder whr.. Congratz 2 mr Sanchez. Posted @ 8:48 AM Monday, August 3, 2009
 juz fnshed wtching ROMEO MUST DIE. din dO much 2dae.. as usual slpt late last nytz.. din dO much 2 ystd besidez hOOki up OntO tEebEe.. wtched Garfeild 2! it sO reminded mi Of hym! i was freaking mad y Of all da daez dey had 2 shOw its mOvee. well yea..he Once again entered intO ma mind.. garlfeildmu was Once mine..i muz admite i mish hym thOugh.. even thOugh thrz bits Of hatred Over hym. dun tink he'll even tink bck Of all thOse mOments we had.. sO y shld i ritex? i reali tOOk a deep breath Of deleting all da msges Of Our jOurney in ma inbOx..frm da date we strted tOki & texting.. i simply kept evth..whr nw it was reali2 hard 4 mi 2 juz delete it Of ma lyf.. while reading bck i was juz simply finding fault w ma Ownself..ma heart.. i cdlnt accept it..but it brOught bck memOries. i juz smiled 2 maself thOugh..while takeing a deep breath 2 delete all thOse. well it certainly dOes takez tym 4 things 2 fall in place. sum 1 tOld mi, @ tyms eu juz gOtta act as if nth has happen & juz gO w da wind.. gO in da directiOn Of da blOw,bud nt 2 OppOse it.. whr @ sum part eu shld nOe went 2 & nOt 2.. grab each & evari Opp tt falls @ ya feet.. tish pOst gOez Out 2 tish dude i reali hOpe ya gf wld read tish as well. im sOwiex.. im reali sOwiex tt i kept hurting eu repeatedly withOut mi even realising it. da dae wen eu teared 4 mi..i simply was stunned..i knew wads up in ya mind..ttz wen eu kept asking mi all kind Of qns Out Of nO whr..haf eu tOt Of hw id feel? things 4 mi hsnt been smOOth lately..while im here Overcuming barries in ma lyf..+ma relatiOnship..whr ive nt really recOverd frm ma tOrned heart ache.i din ask 4 tish 2 happen..i tOOk eu as a fwen..a fwen whc i cld trust..bud nt 2 push his gf 4 mi.tt'll make mi nO diff frm ma x.i respect ppl's relatiOnship..i dun tear dam apart.by nw eu shld nOe mi well.im hapi tt im sum 1 special 2 eu.bud thrz a limit.b4 it cums 2 tt pOint..ive made maself clear.im still in a shakey feelings.hOpe yOu'll understand. 2 ya GF gO ahead & hate mi all eu want. ive did nth 2 ya bf neither did i intend Or break ya'll apart. he has his Own reasOns.. i haf ma Own prObs 2 handle as well. juz stp bOtheri mi bt hym. i reali dunnO wadz he up 2. i reali hOpe eu bth wld settle things. Posted @ 6:59 AM Sunday, August 2, 2009
 IM LEFT W MEMORIES. whr & hw shld i strt bt it? since evari 1 has been gOi On & On bt ma relatiOnship.. whr im left w Oni memOries.. a sweet begining w a bitter ending.. i knew it was cOmeing.. bud din nOe it'll be 2 sOOn.. w tish kindda reasOns.. fOrced eu 2 kOl mi.. im nO strOng 2 gO On any further 2 qns eu.. as 2 nOe tt 1 wOrd eu said 2 mi.. 4 dat vari 1st tym ive heard a diff farhan.. eu were nt eu whum i use 2 nOe.. frm tt vari mOment..i knew thr was nO pOint.. bud yet i tried pursueing eu lyk hw eu did 2 mi b4.. a drama whc i wanted 2 c hw cruel eu were.. 4 tt mOment i knew sum 1 has stOlen eu frm mi.. lies were in tish ending part Of ma relationship as well.. eu juz left mi shOcked.. n dissapOintment.. ma heart juz tOred.. heari frm Others esp frm sum 1 whch i din wanna bOther abt.. its hurting nt On hw it has ended..bud On hw i gave eu ma lOve.. whr eu haf tOld Others bt mi.. eu made mi a fOOl.. eu made mi feel tt all da lOve i had 4 eu were sO cheap.. eu..eu..eu din even feel anth @ our last cOnvO.. eu sOunded sO chill...i juz wOnder hw cld eu.. wad did eu took mi 4.. im hurt. deffi am! bud eu made mi strg in the end. NW ITZ ALL MA PAST. lyf still haf 2 gO On.. Posted @ 7:09 AM |
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