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Friday, September 25, 2009
 im in a pOsitiOn whr im helpless. i juz wOnder y muz all tish things happen @ tish pOint Of tym. y muz it even happen.y?! ive been tinking lOts & lOts! haf nt been hafing a piss Of mind. juz feel lyk running awae frm evth, cn i juz die? all i cn dO is 2 juz break dwn. asking maself wadz happening. ive neva felt da hardpship Or pain in lyf even thOugh ive had sum part shattered wen i was yOung. ive neve even felt it. bud nw?iam..& its freaking hard 4 mi. @ tyms i juz feel lyk crying Out 4 sum 1. bud i nOe its impOssible 4 tt sum 1 tO appear rigth infrOnt Of mi. bud 2 Oni listen & see wad im gOi thrOugh. even thOugh if ttz da case.nw im strting 2 tink bt anOther mOst impt persOn in ma lyf 2. i wOnder whr is he.. wads he dOi.. is he in gd health.. is here in sg.. is he dead... IDUNNOOOOO!!!! IMISHHYM SIA! I REALI DO.. i wOnder dOes he even tink bt mi..dOes he even rmbr mi..dOes he even rmbrs he has.. eu nOe thrs sO much things running thrOugh ma mind each dae! sO many diff stuff whc links 2 Oni 1! im juz crying within.nOeing things will turn Out gd 4 mi. ive nt been enjOying maself. ive nt been cntci much ppl. ive nt been meeting up gf's. ive nt been gOi 2 ani parties. ive nt been doing things lyk wad i used to. ive nt been slping well. ive nt been maself. ive neva felt tish wae in ma entire lyf till nw. all juz cOz Of 1 stranger mOther farker whu ruin intO ppls lyf!  2dae met vincent.. accOmpany mi tO capital building 2 cOllect ma unifrOm 4 ma werk. whc an event will be cuming up. as im being invOlve On mOndae. OMGD! 2dae was a dae whr eu c sO many ppl plus unifOrm dudes! plus tOurist. all cOz Of F1.da sOund Of it.. juz give mi thOse chills thrOugh ma blOOd! cnt take it..i sO wanna wtch bud 2 bad nO pass nO entry.plus i tOt we cld haf a sneek preview bud evari whr was cOvered w green sheets! Oni thOse On tOp @ sum building cld see! i was jus beside it but 2 Oni hear thOse Rrrrrrr... hahakz.. den headed Ove 2 sccci building 4 breiveing. went Over 2 meOws place & bck hOmee w vincent. tOOk shOwer & went lpk. ouhk yeah i 4gt. i bump intO sO many peepOs 2dae! wEeeeeee.. 1st bump intO sathia! den zyyy! den 1 Of ma skOOlmates. wOooo... am sO dead beat tired. kaki mau patah ani min. NYTZ!  candid + he dOesnt lyk takeing pix  PS;This gOes Out 2 ma galfees,im really2 sOwiex tt ive nt been hanging Out w eu guys.. even tish raye im nt sure either.its hard.weneva ya'll say plzz.. n reali wants mi 2 gO i juz feel bad tt i dun turn up. i hOpe ya'll will partially understand wad situatiOn im in by reading ma blOg. nana syg kOrg sehxx! imish all Of eu! Posted @ 7:17 AM Thursday, September 24, 2009
 HAPPY 19TH BURFDAE GALFEE!!!! happy burfdae 2 eu happy burfdae 2 eu happy burfdae 2 KIA happy burfdae 2 eu!!!! na.. i nOe things haf been rOugh 4 eu.. & 4 ur burfdae tish yr thr nth tt i cld dO bud 2 Oni wish eu..as eu yaself nOe in wad im gOi thrOugh. tankz 4 reali understanding mi & being thr 4 mi. even thOugh we dun haf tym 4 eachOther. sum hw we'll still find a awae. tankEe 4 ya tOts Of wanting mi 2 jOin eu & zul. as eu gett Older tish dae hOpe eu'll b strOnger plus things gOez smOOth 4 eu baby.  HAPPY 22TH BURFDAE MR IRUL SANCHEZ Garfeild, huhuhu.. muke dia mcm garfeild kn? plus his eyes..cutex2! meOw! heex.. happy burfdae meOw.sOwiex nO surprises 4 eu i hOpe ma wishes was sincere enuf 4 eu hOpe yOu'll haf a great tym even walaupun awk keje. hahakz..shall meet up sumdae Oteyz.. nana rindu gilera kamu tu. hahakz.. Posted @ 2:44 AM Sunday, September 20, 2009
19/09/09  HAPPY 20th BURFDAE WAN! Even thOugh its been daez.. euve seem a nice persOn frm ma pOint Of view. & On hw eu carry Out yaself..euve never hide whu eu truely are. euve Owaez been yaself.ive tOldchu b4.. i hOpe eu still cld recall wad eva ive said 2 eu... i believe eu'll chg & lead a gd future.eu'll win ya princess bck. ur reali a nice guy..am dissapOinted thOugh bt ya decisiOns. bud hey i nOe eu'll lead in a gd path sumdae. dO wadz right 4 eu DOH! hahakz.. gd luck DOH! SLMT RAYA 2 ALL MA MUSLIM PEEPOS! nana nk kueh tart lerr! huhuhuhu Posted @ 12:44 AM Tuesday, September 15, 2009
 HAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPY! WEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... Guess wad peepOs.. im strti werk tish thurs liOa! huhuhu.. i gOt bck ma Old jOb! yup2..i'll be bck werki @ wild2 wet babeh.. im gOnna treat yini darlzEe! well things haf been really shakey mi & fam. 4 sum paticular reasOns..sOme stranger! tish yr is really nt Our yr..it sucks alOt! sO many things haf been happening..thrs sO much im gOi thrOugh.. ive nt been njOying maself lyk evari Other teens dOes. @ tish pOint ive gt lOtsa respOnsibilites 2 handle..lOtsa thing 2 sacrifice 4.. ma freedOm..ma happiness..ma njOyment...Outings..friends..evth! its all dOwn 2 mi & maself. im fighting thrOugh tish tOugh mOments. im fighting ma wae Out Of being strOng. i hOpe iam.i really hOpe things will fall in place 4 mi. bud yet im nt Over & dOne w dat persOn whu caused all tish! im really Out 4 revenge! im juz waiting 4 da rite tym! i cnt juz sty quiet & dO nth! its ma lyf...& if sum 1 messes w mine Or ma fam? im Out 4 it.  2dae did nth much.. wOke up & went out early mOrn.. accOmpanied sis 2 settle sum stuff.. while i hanged Out w baby mOnster. bby mOnster has reali been ma pillOr 2 stand up.. shes da 1 whu keeps mi smileing even thOugh nO matter what happens. i nOe sum dae..tt vari dae..i'll be ya mum & evth.. i try ma vari best 2 take gd care Of eu darlz.. Y E S T E R D A E   yini darlzEe accOmpanied mi 2 dwn twn 2 apply bck ma Old jOb. TANKEE DARLZEE! i Owe eu! hehex! 11/9/09 LPK @ EUNOS      SOWIEX 2 GFS 4 nt tagging alOng 2 geylang bazzar! ma sincere apOlOgy. i mish eu gals lOts sehxx! i hOpe i cld make it 2 jln raya w ya'll! PS;MISHING GFS! Posted @ 1:03 AM Thursday, September 10, 2009
 RATE:8/10 FEEDBACK:kecOh + NicEee.. TankEe 2 wan. Posted @ 10:10 AM Saturday, September 5, 2009
 currently:Neck hurts sO badly since ystd. as daez keeps gOi.. evari dae i juz hOpe & pray tt evth will really fall in place 4 mi. ma lyf hasnt been much in a mess even thOugh i mite nt haf tt special sum 1 in ma lyf 2 lead me da wae.bud ive had walls 2 lean & suppOrt ma bck. hw lOng cn i gO On tish wae..as i nOe the tym has arise.. whr im nt even ready 4 anth...even thOugh im nt.. im gOi w da flOw..im dOi wad i haf 2 nw 4 maself.. bud evth dOesnt seem 2 gO da wae i want it 2.. lyf is really tOugh @ tyms..ttz wen eu realise things.. ppl in thish wOrld haf their Own demOn side.. eu nOe..they tend 2 get jealOus Or unhappy abt Others gd lyf.. im future thrs Owaez a REVENGE 4 evth. ma future lays w gOd. 4 whum he decides.  A dae Outz w GF shidah 4 jOb interview @ gv. suupOse 2 apply 4 ciscO screening Officer @ changi.. but i felt tt i wsnt readi 4 dat jOb even thOugh da pay is a bOOm! i dun tink i'll sty lOng in it Or suits mi as peeps arnd mi 2 said SURE? EU WANT TT? it left mi half hearted..but i wanted tt kindda heavy duty jOb thOugh.. smth whc cn really keep mi dead bit tired! bud tt ciscO was lyk vari last min.. we'll c hOw in future. da interview was made in public. whr thr were lOts Of applicants + interviewers. sO yea we were interviewed beside,bck,front Of eachOther. hahakz..i Overheard shidahs cOnvO..KECOH! ma interviewer went Ok bud she did ask mi lOtsa qns due 2 wad i state in da applicatiOn fOrm 1 part was HER:(lOOks @ mi) ''ur graduated frm nitec in beauty therapy???"(blank face) 2nd was HER:(lOOks @ ma previOus jOb) why din eu gO bck 2 ya previOus jOb?? ME:beauty thrs still a lOng wae 4 mi 2 gO..mite wanna cOnt in future.. 4 nw its hard if im gOnna sty in tt line..im intO entertainment line 2.. previOus jObs? i did..bud well its full 4 nw.. hahakz..she ask mi 2 much stuff lOhz! i was 2 nervOus! hOpefully shes nt da head Or smth.. well tish jOb is gOnna be tOugh i nOe.. she kept enphasing On it. IM GONNA TAKE DA CHALLENGE. praying hard. aft interview went met GF kia. teman her during her break. ctched up few new stOries & left 2 cathay waited 4 GF zirah 2 meet us aft her werk. went shOpping. 2 many temptatiOns were rushing thrOugh mi! i saw tish chales&keith heels! drOOlsssssss............ NO PATIENTS SIA WANNA WERK! hahakz & bck hOmeee..  camwhOre  lau dh nk shiOk sindri cm ner ehk  thOse heels! I WANAAAAAA.. PS;(H) Deng2 Bacen Posted @ 3:23 AM Tuesday, September 1, 2009
 I Mish Ma Hair lOhz! i feel sO bad 2dae.. as i asked gf shidahdOpe accOmpany mi 2 apply jOb.. in the end i cldnt make it while i was dwn w fever. i din even tell her i cldnt make it sehxx. as i was dead slp till i received her msg! huhuhu..sOwiex gf! i cld even hardly Open up ma eyes. i received 17 missed kOls 10 msges sehxx.. wOoo..few were frm peepz i nOe & few were frm witheld. grrr..was 2 malas 2 reply ani Of dam. wen Of 2 changi in da evening 2 fetch sis & bck hOmee. ma daes haf been bOrriinngg nw ma fever its added On 2 it.... hw miserable cn ma lyf be? PATIENTS! MUHAMAD FARHAN BIN ROSLI if eu happen 2 read tish. kO tkmO nk ssh2 kn Org. kO nk brg2 kO mintak ku sindri. asl nk kene suruh2 Org.. lagi2 wad stuff dO i haf? earpeice? ok i will. baju? kO nk ual2 psl brg.. kO g phkr dulu uh..brg2 yg ku agi kO thOse tyms aading On 2 $$$$.. ade ku mintak alik? eu made evth in a mess & yet still nk tanye nie sumua.. enuf lahz ehk. you want it cOme n ask mi YASELF. well im mishing ppl @ tish part Of tym.. ive been missing lOtz.. tinking lOts.. mayb @ 1 pOint i tOOK da wrng path Of chOOseing da wrng 1.. i mish mr battman they were there 4 mi wen i was dwn wen i wsnt maself.. a careing persOn w a gd heart. he tOOk such gd care Of mi.. bud i din appreciate it. whr else i mOved awae frm hym whr left evth differently. he became a stranger 2 mi. i dO reali mish hym a fren whc i treasure. sum stuff were left untOld. HOPE YOU'LL RECOVER SOON. dun give up hOpe.. HOPE YA MUMS FINE 2. Missing Mr Battman. Posted @ 12:23 PM |
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