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Friday, September 25, 2009
 im in a pOsitiOn whr im helpless. i juz wOnder y muz all tish things happen @ tish pOint Of tym. y muz it even happen.y?! ive been tinking lOts & lOts! haf nt been hafing a piss Of mind. juz feel lyk running awae frm evth, cn i juz die? all i cn dO is 2 juz break dwn. asking maself wadz happening. ive neva felt da hardpship Or pain in lyf even thOugh ive had sum part shattered wen i was yOung. ive neve even felt it. bud nw?iam..& its freaking hard 4 mi. @ tyms i juz feel lyk crying Out 4 sum 1. bud i nOe its impOssible 4 tt sum 1 tO appear rigth infrOnt Of mi. bud 2 Oni listen & see wad im gOi thrOugh. even thOugh if ttz da case.nw im strting 2 tink bt anOther mOst impt persOn in ma lyf 2. i wOnder whr is he.. wads he dOi.. is he in gd health.. is here in sg.. is he dead... IDUNNOOOOO!!!! IMISHHYM SIA! I REALI DO.. i wOnder dOes he even tink bt mi..dOes he even rmbr mi..dOes he even rmbrs he has.. eu nOe thrs sO much things running thrOugh ma mind each dae! sO many diff stuff whc links 2 Oni 1! im juz crying within.nOeing things will turn Out gd 4 mi. ive nt been enjOying maself. ive nt been cntci much ppl. ive nt been meeting up gf's. ive nt been gOi 2 ani parties. ive nt been doing things lyk wad i used to. ive nt been slping well. ive nt been maself. ive neva felt tish wae in ma entire lyf till nw. all juz cOz Of 1 stranger mOther farker whu ruin intO ppls lyf!  2dae met vincent.. accOmpany mi tO capital building 2 cOllect ma unifrOm 4 ma werk. whc an event will be cuming up. as im being invOlve On mOndae. OMGD! 2dae was a dae whr eu c sO many ppl plus unifOrm dudes! plus tOurist. all cOz Of F1.da sOund Of it.. juz give mi thOse chills thrOugh ma blOOd! cnt take it..i sO wanna wtch bud 2 bad nO pass nO entry.plus i tOt we cld haf a sneek preview bud evari whr was cOvered w green sheets! Oni thOse On tOp @ sum building cld see! i was jus beside it but 2 Oni hear thOse Rrrrrrr... hahakz.. den headed Ove 2 sccci building 4 breiveing. went Over 2 meOws place & bck hOmee w vincent. tOOk shOwer & went lpk. ouhk yeah i 4gt. i bump intO sO many peepOs 2dae! wEeeeeee.. 1st bump intO sathia! den zyyy! den 1 Of ma skOOlmates. wOooo... am sO dead beat tired. kaki mau patah ani min. NYTZ!  candid + he dOesnt lyk takeing pix  PS;This gOes Out 2 ma galfees,im really2 sOwiex tt ive nt been hanging Out w eu guys.. even tish raye im nt sure either.its hard.weneva ya'll say plzz.. n reali wants mi 2 gO i juz feel bad tt i dun turn up. i hOpe ya'll will partially understand wad situatiOn im in by reading ma blOg. nana syg kOrg sehxx! imish all Of eu! Posted @ 7:17 AM |
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